Bison on the range at the Rocky Mountain Arsenal National Wildlife Refuge
Friday Four-minute Fiction
From the story '“When Murray met Helen,” Chapter 15
Bequeathed
When she found Harry Michaels’s letter in her mail pile on the first day of December, Helen came very close to mistakenly throwing it in the recycling pile. It looked like one of those cheeky junk mail offerings that feigns authenticity by using fake handwriting in the address. But then she remembered the name on the ivory envelope and connected it to the lawyerly-looking man Renard had introduced to her at the bustling reception after Murray’s funeral.
It was an invitation for Helen to visit Harry in Milwaukee, per Murray’s request. The invitation included the remarkable offer of sending a driver all the way to Oshkosh to retrieve her.
“Wouldn’t be necessary,” she replied, as she was already planning a trip into town to see to some work that needed to be done on the house she was now renting to a young couple from Beloit.
The afternoon before her trip, an arctic front moved in. In the early darkness, before dinner, she went for a swim and was struck by the overwhelming contrast between the bitterly cold, dry air outside and the warm, humid, and chlorine-edged air in the confines of the indoor pool. It made her think of Murray, and what it must have been like leaving the winter-pummeled earth tones of Wisconsin for the brilliance of the tropics, where the fragrance and graces of warm air also carried so much horror on account of the war that brought him there.
To Helen’s surprise, it was Harry Michaels himself who met her at her house in northwest Milwaukee to drive her downtown. Odd that a lawyer would run such an errand, she thought. But he was cordial and soft-spoken, efficiently bundled in a black overcoat, green tie and scarf, silver hair beneath a dark gray Dobbs hat.
On the way, he asked about her drive, her mom, her house, and the winter in Oshkosh.
But then there was a pause, at least enough of a pause for Helen to fill it with a question of her own.
“So, mister Michaels, just give it to me straight. What’s going on?”
He smiled and flicked his eyebrows.
“Your old neighbor was a remarkable guy,” he said. “And he thought you were special too. So he gave us a list of things to do for you, one of which was to bring you here, for lunch.”
By “here” he meant the Wisconsin Club which was situated in a mansion built in the 19th century by Alexander Mitchell, the owner of the Milwaukee Railroad. A valet parked the car and in short order Helen found herself being greeted by the gently-smiling Renard. The three of them were seated at a table in the Mitchell Dining Room with its chandeliers, plush carpet, red velvet-backed chairs, and stained-glass panels depicting blooming orchids instead of saints.
It was if Murray had ordered for her. Without even speaking to the wait staff (in their whites they reminded her of the wait staff at the castle in Beauty and the Beast) she was served crab stuffed mushrooms, an impossibly fresh tomato salad, a large bottle of aranciata San Pelligrino, and a lobster flown in from Boston that morning. Murray had ordered for her. It was quite literally in his will. There were other things he’d bequeathed to her. But those would come later.
She drove back to Oshkosh that evening, after joining Rick for coffee near his fire station. What a place to be, she thought. Not just leaving Milwaukee on a bitterly cold night, but with so much mixed emotion in her heart.
She well understood that she was not nearly through mourning Murray’s loss. And yet the way the day unfolded–the surreal lunch with Renard and Harry Michaels–it left her feeling as though she were still actively enjoying Murray’s presence. Then there was her budding romance with Rick. This had its own tender comedy to it. She was keenly aware of the developing chemistry between them and how delivered warmth and joy at every turn. He was such a godsend, she figured, especially given her past experience with the aching peculiarities of men, or at least of the sort of men who’d heretofore been attracted to her, and she to them.
In this way, she found, one can drive alone down a highway in the dark, experiencing both the loss of a dear friend’s voice and the joy of a new love, and feel as though both were mixing in her tears.
—tjc